UPDATES

Sorry it has been a long time since I have updated the website. The week of Christmas I had to take little John to appointments very day. Then for Christmas we took him to his aunt Jennys and to my moms house. This week I took little John to the doctors and he had gained 14 ounces in 6 days. It was all fluid. He had fluid in his lungs and in his skin tissue. So his doctor upped his meds for the fluid and we go back on the 3rd to see if the fluid is gone. I can tell that its working because he's breathing a bit better. Also the same day his doctor sent us to the hospital because he thought that his hernia surgery came apart and ruptured. So he had a ultrasound done and there was alot of fluid in his scrotum. My poor baby!!! It looks like it really hurt and I'm sure it does. They also done some blood work while we where at the hospital. This breaks my heart that he STILL has to go though these painful things. I guess that in my mind I thought that once he came home that the pain would stop and we could protect him from going through these things. Today was another hard day because he had his eyes checked for his R.O.P. and that's getting better but he still has to go back in three weeks. Its still not gone but it is getting better. The bad news is in his right eye he has cataracts. Me and John where wondering what the white spot was in the middle of his pupil and now we know. So on his next eye appointment he will be referred to another eye doctor that deals with infants eyes. His eye doctor that he goes to now only deals with the retinas and retinal surgeries. So he will have another eye doctor and chances are another eye surgery. I pray that someday soon that he wont have to go though all this and that he wont have so many doctors appointments.

On a up note we had a good Christmas and Daven got alot of great stuff. He loved the Jersery that grandma Trina sent him from England. Little John got some really cute clothes. Little Johns nurse from the NICU sent him two very cute outfits. Little John thanks you Aunt Diane!!! Me and John are hoping that 2006 will be a better year for us. Little John was the best thing that happened to us. I wouldn't give him up for anything. I never thought it was possible to love someone so much that it hurts.

Well I will write more later and I will try to update the site more often. I hope everybody has a great new years. And may the new year bring you happiness and good health. Love and Hugs!!